A design fiction for the Blank Space Project Fairy Tales 2019 Competition
In collaboration with Piyali Sircar
“Sorry mom, I gotta run. AP Physics test today!” Deep grabbed his skateboard and ran out the door.
“Yo Deep! What’s good man? Heading over to FDR for a quick ride before school? Can I join?”
“Yeah sure man. Is Jasmine coming?”
“Nah man, just me.”
“Aite cool.”
The two friends skated together in silence. Everything that came to mind was either insignificant or had already been said. The disappearance of the balloon six days ago left a pall over the skating community. Things would almost positively never be as good again. Imagine living with that realization when you’re fifteen. But then again the entire balloon situation was so fantastical, Deep was only 98% sure it ever existed at all. The way the balloon made him feel untethered, even invincible, and the turquoise ring encircling the sun was carved into his memory, while the specific contours of the balloon face eluded him. As compelling as his memories were, the past and his perception of the external world, were constructs of his mind. There was no proof that either of them were real. He did however, trust his mind’s elasticity or his ability to get over the balloon as readily as he had accepted it.
Six months and six days ago the humans of Philadelphia woke up to find a violet balloon, big enough and flexible enough, to wedge itself comfortably between City Hall and the Comcast building, situated in that location. There was a discontinuity between the way the balloon looked and the way it behaved. While it had the appearance of a turgid balloon at an office farewell party, any amount of pressure applied to the balloon caused it to deform almost infinitely, spilling into adjacent streets and neighborhoods. This misalignment with mental models was just the tip of the iceberg. Beyond its remarkable material properties, the balloon pulsated, emitting eerie, muffled noises, resembling people talking under water.
Something this outlandish triggered so many questions and concerns.
How did the balloon get here?
What was inside?
Was it trying to communicate?
It was not unusual for people within a certain distance of the balloon to suddenly find themselves in its shadow or on top of it, with little recollection as to how they got there. In close proximity people felt a spark of something - not energy, not happiness - but a kind of raison d’etre.
These questions took up a higher than average percent of mental real estate, putting the humans of Philadelphia in a tizzy. Each evening they fell into a deep, well deserved slumber, after the brain exercises of the day. People felt entitled to an explanation from the universe and, at any rate, this kind of thing had to mean something. Leading researchers and experts flew in from around the world to run assessments and make proclamations:
There are traces of Mars in its chemical composition!
It’s the product of Darwinian fitness...it’s a new species!
There’s a black hole inside!
It’s portal to an alternate reality!
It’s a messenger from another planet. They need our help!
In the first few days animals, wild and domestic, were drawn to the balloon in a trancelike reverence. Even dogs who barked at everything wouldn’t bark at the balloon. Within a certain radius of the balloon, animals became catatonic and strained their ears to listen. When everyone was finished poking and prodding the balloon, it was settled, the humans of Philadelphia would have to find a way to coexist with the balloon. Six months later the balloon left their lives the same way it entered, inexplicably and unanticipated. But life in wake of the balloon was not the same. There was, of course, a physical void, but there was also an emotional one. It was difficult for most people to pinpoint whether this emptiness was new or had always been there, and the absence of the balloon simply highlighted it.
Where the balloon was caught between City Hall, Macy’s and the Ritz-Carlton, the tension gave rise to a series of unusual peaks and valleys, making it a skateboard mecca. The balloon’s un-engineered topography meandered, twisted, looped and arched in ways inconceivable to any architect. The security of the balloon’s bounciness gave skaters the confidence to do tricks they would never attempt in a concrete skatepark. Deep allowed the contours of the land lead his body. When he pushed his weight down, the balloon responded with an equal and opposite force, propelling him upward, giving him the requisite height to pull off moves he couldn’t on Earth’s surface. Then there was that moment in the air when everything was perfectly aligned and Deep was a happy boy. In the aftermath, this moment made him anxious because he had no way of knowing that he would ever be that happy again, especially now that the balloon was gone. For several years Deep would find himself knee deep in this memory without any recollection of how he arrived.
Indu gave Kallol a perfunctory kiss, grabbed her thermal mug and bounded down the porch steps. She was insecure about her date with Sung tonight because before tonight all of their dates took place on the balloon.
“Meet me at tomorrow at six thirty right where the balloon dips over the JFK Plaza.”
At 6:15 Indu stuffed her heels and other loose articles into a backpack, cracked the window open, held the zipline securely with both hands and jumped off the window’s precipice. The sun was well past its zenith, exposing the balloon’s relief with its orange hues. The balloon was like a large boulder caught in level five rapids, changing the city’s landscape but doing little to deter the humans of Philadelphia from prospering. They built new economies on and around the balloon, including a sleep center which used the balloon’s pulse to help people sleep and an outdoor gymnasium which advertised a new flavor of resistance training. Except for the rare, unpredictable moments when the absurdity of the balloon would hit her like a train, Indu, like most people, had normalized the balloon.
On their first date they slid down the steepest part of the balloon into its deepest valley. Because walking up straight like responsible adults was almost impossible they did funny walks and bounced around like children. They argued over whether inflatable castles were called a bouncy castles or moonbounces and took turns popcorning each other. They became different versions of themselves. The balloon invited Indu to play, motivating her to move because of tenuous, soon-forgotten goals. When was the last time she chased someone? Was she 13? Maybe 14? Geez, children stop being children so early. They would end these sessions lying side by side, holding hands, abdomens to the sky. Physically the affair never went any further, but in every other way it succeeded in being as intimate as your average affair. Sometimes they would talk but often they would just lie and feel every vibration that passed through. She felt what he felt, and they both felt what everyone else on the balloon felt. The balloon’s consistent pulse synchronized everyone’s heartbeat with its own. Its underwater murmuring contained the same frequencies as an Om, signifying what was, what is and what will be.
The world underneath the balloon was bathed in a uniform layer of violet, varying only in intensity based on the amount of light filtered through the balloon. It was as if all the colors had been sucked out of the world, revealing the true violet color of everything. The violet imbued the people underneath which a certain softness, powerful at the same time. And everything flourished. Artists and writers experienced the most prolific periods of their lives to date; the local economy soared and plants generated flowers at an unprecedented rate. The new violet light frequencies initiated an immensity of photosynthetic energy, more heavily allocated toward building flowers rather than leaves. Soon, the ratio between flowers and green leaves increased until plants bore the bare minimum number of leaves necessary to continue photosynthesizing. Structurally unprepared to bear the weight of their flowers, they bowed their heads to the violet balloon above.
The balloon’s influence extended beyond the city’s limits. Meteorologists claimed that the tide was a foot higher than usual on the Jersey shore, while the water itself had violet undertones, imperceptible if looked at too closely. The ocean failed to mirror the world above it faithfully, reflecting instead specks of tear-shaped puddy distributed throughout the atmosphere and a gossamer, purple moon.
"Bye Mom! Bye Kallol!” The door hit its frame with full force on Pallavi’s way out.
All she could think about was the old man. The last time she saw him, his face was pressed into the underside of the balloon. He relied on his right cheek and the muscles in his neck to produce a semi-transparent dimple on the balloon’s surface. From the neck down he could have been in another dimension, his limp body playing by other rules. Most days he would sit and pay homage to the balloon, but sometimes he would use unusual methods to investigate the balloon. Once, he was so involved in his own gymnastics with the balloon that he nearly clocked a small boy over the head with his foot. While Pallavi didn’t necessarily think there was anything wrong with what he was doing, she decided not to tell anyone about the old man. Now with the balloon missing, she wondered where he was, whether he had family, and if so, did they love him? She had grown to care about a complete stranger.
When the balloon appeared the humans of Philadelphia couldn’t imagine a future with the balloon but when it was gone, they couldn’t imagine a life without it. The balloon gave the urban fabric of Philadelphia the unique opportunity to embody the elasticity of human memory, engulfing and expelling the balloon with equal gusto. Man and balloon became a single breathing entity, filling and emptying its lungs in a consistent rhythm. Over time it became less obvious that the balloon was regulating people, instead of the other way around. People tried to give the balloon a place in their world but because the balloon did not play by the rules of the reality in which it suddenly appeared, people had to accept that some things could not be explained.